I just read a post by Pomona entitled 'the weight of tradition' and it struck a cord with me. You can read it here - go check out her wonderful blog....
So, I thought I would share some ramblings about my lead up to Christmas...... I find this time of year very hard. Every year I put more and more pressure on myself it seems. And, sadly I struggle to enjoy advent, the time of anticipation and waiting. This year we are having a second hand or handmade Christmas, where all our gifts are either second hand or hand made. And, whilst this sounds great in principle, it's quite hard in practice. I can't go shopping in town and have a mad dash and grab loads of things off the shelves (not that I would want to). Instead whenever the children sleep I sew, and cook and make. I plan and worry, I make lists. I hunt the thrift shops and Christmas fairs for things people would like. And I feel relieved that at such a young age the children don't mind what presents they get.... we are not at the stage of choosing from the Argos catalogue or needing the latest electrical gadget yet.
I am trying to establish a new way of celebrating Christmas that will become for my children their memories of these events, their memories and their traditions. And it feels like a weight of responsbility to get it right, and to keep it simple, when all the people and adverts and world around seem to be promoting a bigger flashier grander Christmas. I love Pomona's words, that 'it's like gardening - there is always next year waiting to give you the chance to do it differently'. Perhaps this is the key, each year should be different, and unique and then the burden of 'tradition' or 'always doing this or that' will diminish.
I know that when Christmas comes, we will have so much fun. We will spend time with family and we will laugh and laugh - because we always do.... so why do I find this lead up so so hard.?
Anyway..... with all this hand making, I have decided to link up to the December giveaway.
And maybe I will find a few new followers.... it's certainly going to be worth my current readers entering the give away, statistically you have a very high chance of winning!!!